~Whatta day~

I'm so discouraged, even though I'm doing my best to stay focussed on one day at a time, & just deal with today's problems~
Packing is going so slow it feels like I'm going backwards. Why does it have to make such a mess? At least the plumber FINALLY came today, haven't had running water in my kitchen for 6 weeks. Playing "Little House on the Prairie" & fetchin' water was fun the first while, but it got old after the first week.
I hurt so much, this cold feels like when I used to get the flu. Still haven't found the right house to move into, been looking all week, getting a bit antsy, trying to walk by faith, but feeling more than a little overwhelmed again, the first week of the month is already gone & with us both sick, we've barely begun! I need more time to pray, get in the Word, & I miss going to church, having fellowship. Ate so much garlic yesterday it gave me a tummy ache...& only helped a little this time.
...& And I finally weighed myself. Not good news. Was telling Shannon I don't know how i got that high again....but i do know. Ugh. That's all i have to say about that right now...
One good thing, I got the memory cards for the camera today, so I now have video options, so later today, I'll be taking my first video clip, stuffed up & all, & also posting my 'before' pics...that is, if i get dressed...& have time & energy to figure out how to do it...& post it....ok, it may not show up 'til tomorrow.
I need a nap. & a smoothie, but no energy to make one.
I guess it'll be a few bananas & some more juice. Can't wait for Wednesday, get the lab work done, & get going again.
It's soooooooooooooo discouraging, almost starting over again. *Sigh*.
But what other choice do i have? I know what direction i need to KEEP going in, even when it's 3 steps forward & five or six back. I know Raw is what God has shown me as the answer for my healing. Now i just have to find the strength to keep going when i feel like that proverbial truck's run me down again....like now.