~Consistancy~

What i need most, & struggle with the most, is consistancy~
When i STAY raw, i feel my health improving almost by the hour...when i fluctuate, it seems to slow it down to a crawl...it's almost as if my body is telling me that i will not experience the restoration i need until i get & STAY consistantly 100% raw for a longer period of time than i have been ...a few days, a week, a bit more, but not the months i know it'll take to get to the place of breakthough...
...& I'm also realizing that my tummy troubles (IBS, etc) react much sooner to NOT healthy food now, the more healthy food i eat! (I actually had someone tell me once that that's why they don't eat healthy...cuz then they can't handle the other stuff they weren't willing to totally stop eating! Lol!)
So once again, I'm re-committing, ready to re-focus on getting & staying consistant (*sigh*) again...that's something so hard for me to do, having never been overly focussed or disciplined in my life...but i know it's what i need, i know it will change many things, not just my health, & so it's back up to the top of my list of priorities...
...I haven't found my blender yet.(Or the scale!) I miss smoothies soooo much! I'm determined to find it today! & though the stepper & treadmill are both gone, this is the day i begin exercising again, not just stretching...there's finally room in the livingroom for LIVING!
We're waiting for the londlord to come by & fix the phone jack in the living room ,so i can set up my computer in there, so i can set up the port for downloading photo's, then I'll try to post my 'Before" pics, finally! & maybe even my first video! { I've been having 'puter problems, but am hoping to rectify the situation this weekend.}
I'm about as recovered from the move as I'm going to be, I'm realizing, & now it's time to get back to work...my full-time job is to get healthy, & get mobile! (After my other full-time job of raising & homeschooling Hannah, of course!)