July 08, 2007

~One rawsome day at a time~

Today, though I've only had 5 hours sleep, has been pretty good so far. I just drank a big, yummy, very green smoothie & feel better already. This onging numbness is kinda freaking me out, almost went back into the ER, but i know there's nothing they're going to do about it...& i know it's another MS symptom. {It's still happening today, along with everything else.}
At 1st, everything was scary & upsetting, but then i realized that, whatever's happening with my body, there is a lot i can do to heal, & if i waste time & energy focussing on the problems, i won't have my focus on the solutions.
I've been reading about people stopping & even reversing MS. I know it'll take time, commitment, & a willingness to persevere, & invest in my health, which has always been hard for me, but i see now i have no choice. I do have hope, & faith, & a lot of reasons to fight this, & so that's my priority.
I'm off to make some applesauce now in my blender, with apples, cinnamon, a few frozen blueberries, & a touch of real vanilla! Yummers! Can't wait to eat it!
Hope you're all doing great out there in raw country!

3 comments:

greenmama! said...

I'm wishing you all the best, Anastazia. It's awesome that you're being proactive.

Marjorie

Shannon said...

You're doing the best you can for your health Ana and that's staying as raw as possible. Good for you and your positive attitude. God will hold you in the hollow of His hand.

~Anastazia~ said...

Thanks, Marjorie & Shannon~
I don't know how i'd be handling this if I didn't have faith, all i know is, God never gives us more than we can handle, & He's led me to raw foods & knowing He created our bodies to heal if we give them the right fuel for many reasons, & i know this is one of them.
I have so much growing hope it's amazing! I almost can't believe it myself, people keep expecting me to be all freaked out, & I'm goin' in the opposite direction!
~A~