September 07, 2007

~Changes, Upheaval, Motivation~

So much has been happening this week! I keep meaning to come write, but haven't been more than maybe 75% raw, & haven't lost much more weight, & haven't worked consistantly enough lately, i've been so tired & sore! (& too busy to risk pushing myself into a fibro flare up!)
...the biggest thing happening right now is Hannah is going to the Christian school, today was her first day! There's been a LOT to do to prepare, & it's all new to us...she's so excited, but it's gonna be so strange not having her her with me all day! I'll miss her lots, though I know this is best for us both right now, {hopefully just for this year.}
I've been watching Fat march, it's really inspired me, the way they've pushed themselves, out there walking miles a day, soaked in sweat, losing 5-10 pounds most weeks... tonight, they crossed the finish line, with their loved ones waiting! Made me long for the day I see my far-away family again, with this fat suit finally shed! One day, one walk at a time!
Tomorrow, the first new show of Biggest Loser is on...hopefully I'll be more rested tomorrow (had about 2 & a half hours last night, to get up with Hannah for school) & I'll begin my exercise regime I have planned out, starting with walking her to the bus stop in the morning, then coming back & exercising to the point of breaking a sweat again...it's been awhile since I felt that exhilaration, not since moving day early in June, aside from a few too infrequent times when I've pushed myself.
Had no appetite today, too tired to eat....I'll be making us smoothies for breakfast, though! It's been awhile since we made them, but we've been craving them!
Sorry i disappeared...I'll blog DAILY now, after my exercise time each day...no matter how tired I am, & how long it takes me to get used to this early morning schedule again!
Hope you're all doing RAWSOME!

1 comment:

Shannon said...

Yay! She's back!

Thanks for the awesome conversation on the phone today. It did my heart good.

You CAN do this Anastazia, follow the leading of the desire God has put in your heart for health.

Love you ever Sis,
Shannon