~Human After All~

I've been walking on cloud nine lately, marvelling at how easy it's been this time to stay raw...until last nite. Hannah was out, & I was revenously hungry...went into the kitchen to make dinner, & was hit by mac truck-like craving for the veggie crackers dipped in mushroom soup straight from the can I foolishly taught her to eat from my younger years! {Used to be my favorite dinner!*blush*}
Yup. I caved....but as I was eating it, the weirdest thing happened...i INSTANTLY stuffed up, completely, & so I couldn't even taste it!!!
I tried to focus on the texture, etc. which I suddenly realized was GROSS, it was WAAAAAY too salty, & rough, &, well, I dunno, just unnatural!!! The 'raw' (uncooked, straight from the can) soup was especially yucky, & I spit out the mouthful I had, & went & brushed my teeth, then ate some fruit.
I feel sooo gross today, all bloated from the salt, woke up all stuffed up, & am dissapointed in myself....but I'm back on track.
Live & learn. I ain't goona beat myself up over it.
The Bible verse that's been on my mind all day is, "Take heed when you think you stand, lest you fall."
I think that I was assuming there wouldn't really be many moments of temptation, based on how easy it's been so far...so I've had the SAD food's Hannah is still eating in the same cupboards as mine, haven't organized my kitchen like before...
...& I let myself get waaaaay too hungry, & dehydrated (...I'd barely drank water all day, for some weird, unknown reason...)
I'm eating light today, & drinking TONS of water...didn't bother weighing in~*sigh*