March 30, 2007

~Falling into place~

I'm just beginning Spring Break~Woohoo! Almost feel like a kid again! In 11 years of being a single parent, Hannah & i have spent the night apart about 3 weeks altogether, & it's been awhile!
~She's at my sister's for a few weeks...or however long it takes...happened real fast, had one day to get her on the plane, but it was something i needed to do...(though I've definately had moments of regretting it!) I've been needing a break for sooooo long, runnin' on empty, never catching up, & now, i have an opportunity to, on everything, & hopefully dramatically inprove my health before Hannah comes home!

I've had to ask her for more & more help lately, it hasn't been fair to her, & now she gets to be off with her cousins, riding a bike all day, playing lots, just a few little chores, bein' a KID again! It's so good to know, & motivates me to get my house in order so when she comes home, it's more like that, than how it's been...the worse my health has gotten, the more I've needed her help, & the worse our home has gotten!
I've been starting each day with a big full blender of smoothie, as much as i used to make for hannah & i, but now, I'm drinking it all myself...& a BIG salad for lunch! Praying the cheque I'm waiting on comes soon so i can get more produce asap, just have a few days worth left!
I've also been moving more, by necessity, (with Hannah not here to help me) & though I'm really, really sore, I'm having a HOT bath every night, so i sleep better, & FINALLY have the furniature out of my living room i was waiting to be picked up, so i can access my exercise equipment again! Yeeha!
Forgot to weigh in wed, but with how little I've been moving, & only being about 75% raw, I've decided to wait until the coming wed, so i don't get discouraged~
Feel like everything is on the verge of transformation...
...especially me!
I LOVE spring, it's my absalute favorite season! Now I'm just waitin' for the lilacs!

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