Fibromyalgia is NOT fun!~

I'm getting worse by the day, for many reasons...I haven't been fully raw, which is, i suspect, probably the biggest reason...my legs & joints burn whenever i attempt to use them, have to hold onto things when i walk...am barely on my feet lately...
...I've hardly been sleeping, the last few days, Hannah's beloved kitty of 3 years, Mittens, has been getting sicker & sicker, & finally died, she ate some dental floss that was only coming out a little at a time, & also ate many pouches over the last few months of the catfood that have been pulled off the shelf~
It's time to get 100% serious again about EVERYTHING, especially exercise, & streeeeeetching...& of course, not letting stress influence me in breaking raw!!! I'm also praying for a new bed, I'm in pain all night, tossing & turning, feeling like I'm sleeping on a big slab of marble...
I foolishly took some muscle relaxants, thinking it would help me sleep, & ease this growing pain...never again, (I promise, Shannon!) I've had a headache & dry mouth days after the last one i took! Drinking water non-stop, still major dry mouth, & retaining water like never before...
I'm praying for a ride to go get groceries, pretty much out of produce except apples, if you're a prayer, please pray for this for me, too! There's no way i could walk, even to the bus stop, & can't afford a cab there & back...
{...think i can have a little cheeze with my whine??? How 'bout if it's raw???}
I think i need to go to bed now, even though it's waaaaaaay before my usual bedtime~

Goodbye, sweet Mittens! By the way, your daughter, Blossom, is going to have Kittens, we discovered, right after your funeral~& of course, we'll keep one of your grandbabies!