I'm so dumb...when i went shopping the other day, I'd read something the night before about steak, made me think about it, crave it, buy it...*sigh*...i was thinking it would kinda be like sayin' g'bye to an old favorite before being 100%...but then, after i got it home, i didn't want it...my taste buds have been changing, my cravings have already been lessening, & i shoulda been paying more attention...
...but last night, i saw it in the freezer, was hungry, so foolishly cooked it up...even the smell of it was NOT appealing...stupidly ignored what my nose was trying to tell me,i spiced it up, & ate it anyways...then proceeded to have a tummy ache all night while i tried to sleep...have been burping rotton egg burps all day sinse i got up, & STILL have a rock-in-my-tummy-ache...not to mention how it's affected my IBS...
I face & accept that i do NOT have the ability to digest animal proteins!!! (haven't for awhile now, & regret it every time I've eaten any...but foolishly kept trying, torturing myself with tummy troubles every time, though none as bad as now...)
...& that's it, I'm done. Never, EVER again.
Even as i was eating it, i was remembering the cows we drove past a week ago, on our way home from our friend's country home...
...& thinking about the fact that i was chewing on dead animal flesh...i didn't even enjoy it...i wish I'd just thrown it out!!!
I'm officially forever vegan!!! (Tried to post a sad-faced cow picture, but it's still not letting me...oh, well, I'm sure you can picture one...it's probably so sad cuz i just ate it's cousin...)
Off to make a smoothie...wish i had another watermelon.
2 comments:
Good for you!! Now you know to trust your instincts! Sometimes we all need to "fall off the wagon" in order to really learn, change, and grow. I think this was an increadibly positive experience that will propel you even furthur in your journey! Keep up the GREAT WORK!
Linda
www.lindaintheraw.blogspot.com
Thanks, Linda~
I honestly hadn't thought of it from that perspective, but i did definately learn from it, so in retrospect, that's definately a positive thing...
...I appreciate the encouragement, it really helps keep me goin', one day at a time! (Is there any other way?)
I'll be by to keep up to date with your blog, though my CTS is really acting up, & I've had to limit my time on the 'puter, so I'm reading, but not writng/commenting much right now, until my hands are no longer so numb!
~A~
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