~back to Reality!~

Highest weight:398lbs! Weight when I began Raw this time again:386 lbs (Sat). Today:382 lbs.
(I'm not goona weigh in now til next Tuesday, when Biggest Loser is on! I'll post the update then!)

It feels like eating RAW IS my REAL life!!! What God had planned for me, has prepared for me, & prepared me for!!! It somehow feels different, & so natural this time...like the battle is over, my will has accepted that this truly is best, & what is needed for my health's RAWstoration, & like I'm on my way, full steam ahead!

I did get a major headache yesterday, & some tummy troubles, (& boy, did my legs hurt after my workout!), but I've decided to not focus on that, but on the ways I'm feeling better by the day! It's like my body is thanking me for going 100%, anything, & it's a constant struggle for me, but the struggle feels totally resolved. I had a friend who used to always tell me, "When you're struggling with something, God's gently trying to take it from you, for your own good...but you're still stubbornly holding on!" Boy, does that apply to going 100% Raw!!!

Off to finish my apple, then do the dishes, & some exercise! Went to bed at 10 last night, & up at 6:30, first full night's sleep I've had in weeks! I feel ALIVE again! (...& sooooo much better when I'm on a crack of dawn schedule, night owl I thought I'd always be! I believe it's true, what they say, that every hour sleep before midnight counts more like two in your body!)