~Pain, pain, walking in the rain~

Been struggling, financially, & sometimes emotionally the last few daze, to stay 100% raw....am eating as much raw as I can...
...One day my pain is managable, the next, it's all I can do to get through the day, getting barely anything done, yet so much to do...feeling stressed about moving, talked with my landlord today, no way I can extend it another month. Am considering leaving my beloved hometown, to either the Edmonton area, where my sis & her family is, or back to the coast, where the rain is too plentious...I actually moved there cuz I love the rain, but after 7 years there before my marriage, & 7 years after, it's hard to imagine givinng up the sunshine here....but there are other things there drawing me back...lotsa praying to do, not much time left to decide...
....I made some yummy applesauce today, & am in awe at how much better organic cinnamon tastes compared to the typical kind...it's ALIVE with flavor!!! Haven't had much appetite (which is good, with how little prodice I have left! Lol!) but I've really been craving watermelon lately, & avacadoes with salsa on them!
If you're a pray-er, please keep me in your prayers, for strength & healing in my legs, so I can keep packing, sorting, weeding out, & for wisdom & discernment about where God wants us...we both would rather stay here, but know it may be time to move away.
Eat healthy, real food, move, get some shunshine, as Hannah used to call it, & have a good sleep, k?